I know it's been awhile again. I'm not the most active blogger ey? X3
Life's been like total mess lately, always busy but never doing anything. It's wierd.
What's been keeping me busy?
- Exhibition that our class is putting up //I'll have 2of my paintings there hopefully~
- Making premade-layouts/tutorials @IMVU.com
- Applying to new schools, wish me luck?;O
- Some other schoolcrap =w='
- Lazyness.
I've also been trying to liven up my non-existing sociallife, with no good luck at all.. ><'
I'm doomed to be lonely antisocial nun? D;
Maybe, maybe not..
I hope my stress and all relief soon so I can focus better..
Next month I finaly see Iso_Mg~ My awesome the most amazing friend ever.~
She's my idol. Everytime we talk she makes me laugh so hard but also cry cause she's just so sweet~
The things she says to me.. They're so sleezy as can be.. But I love sleezy. x3
I might try to update this damn thing with boring news of my life more often.
I realized that I've used this mostly for whining how my life sucks, so might try to change that? XD
Hopefully~ :D
Naah, not really.
But I would if I could become asian that way myself!>__>''
Life's been a total mess lately.
Depression
Stress
Lack of sleep for no apparent reason
Not such a good combination.
And just to add to the mix, huge disappointment.
I was supposed to get my very first tattoo today.
But the whole thing got canceled.
I saved up money to get one from friends friend,
who said would do it cheap.
But first time I was supposed to get it,
I didn't have the money,
and he wouldn't agree to me paying him later.
Now that I had the money, he canceled.
"For some reasons" he wasn't able to come to my city..
And I'm giving up on this dude
and wait 'till my friend learns to use her
tattoogun that she's getting for xmas-present.
She shall make my awesome tattoo. u3u
..Or I go get it done by pro, if I ever
get the money for that. x~x'
Anyway, the tattoopic shall be secret
untill the ink is under my skin. *3*
..and if you think you know it, 'cause I've told you..
DUN DUN! No way. >:3 Changed the idea!
It's gonna be great. *3*
That was random..
Okay, so there's something else new.
I got new haircut *3*
Done by my awesome bestfriend/roomie/hoe.
No, she ain't hairdresser, just normal artstudent like me.
And she cut my hair with pair of normal kitchen-scissors. ^^'
It was scary, while she was cutting she was whistling and singing wierd songs..
But the outcome looks awesome!
Now all my hair is shoooort like around 1cm long?
Except for my bangs which are all swooshy "emo".
I know it sounds wierd and emo and all,
but believe me when I say,
I make it work >:3
Also, I'm glad to announce that my total J-fandom is back. 8D
Though still being all K-fan too though. XD
I realized my japanese is sooo rusty >_o'
Gotta have to refresh my effin memory or something.
And I haven't been able to draw like anything for the past month,
'cause been busy with school and my parttimejob and other stuff.
Which sucks, I know. Trust me, I don't like it either. :/
But now I shall drag my butt to do something. o3o
-le poof-
I barely have money for food and I have these huge piles of bills
that I really have to pay..
Not so awesome..
And lately I've been sick like all the time
and also dead-tired.
Sleeping way too much, not having energy to do
anything else other than what I have to..
Anyway something more cheerful to this;
Been browsing aroudn youtube quite much now, and became addicted.
Youtube's best luanlegacy and Shane Dawson 8D
Oh and Mike Tompkins. u3u
If you haven't heard of 'em, then I realllly recommend
GO TO EFFIN YOUTUBE AND FIND 'EM!
Oh fine you lazy?
Imma link my so-far-favourite-Shane-vid down there. u3u
Ah whatelse?
IDK.
Oh, Thankie for all ppl for amazing support!
I've been getting so nice comments on my dA
and also on IMVU that made me totally blush x3
There was this one chick who said; "You're kinda like the Da Vinci of IMVU."
Aand this other awesome chick;
Yeh so thankie for the amazing comments~
ILY guys <3 :3
I'll hopefully get to upload something new again soon!
I soo need to start uploading this more >_o
Drama here there and everywhere.
Busy with everything.
Wierd huh?
So mainpoint, I was finaly able to finish my first speedpaintvid. 8D
Figuring out the programs etc. wasn't all that easy.. >_o
And I'm broke as hell =3='
They made mistake and paid me too much of studentsupportmoney and now
they want me to pay 'em back..
Whole 300€..
Suucks.. I need money.
9/22/11
All of this has happened before, and it will all happen again.
-Peter Pan
Change is tough.
I tell you,
I'm moving out from my huuuge beautiful apartment, 'cause I can't afford the rent on the current one..
Moving to a rundown mess of a place, where I'll have 2 roomies.
Well the roomies are awesome though, they're my friends, known them since we were kids, but still..
So the new place is alot smaller than my current one, and I'm having trouble choosing what stuff I'll
bring to the new apartment, and what I'll take back home to be stored away.. :/
Not easy.
And well the ammount of stuff I have.. I don't have much to be honest..
But in situation like this, it seems like alot moooore~ D;
And I'm having total PeterPan-syndrome moment..
I hate growing up.
Í miss being just a kid, having nothing to worry about, no rent, no bills..
A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep.
In dreams you will lose your heartaches.
Whatever you wish for, you keep.
Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through.
No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true.
-Cinderella
So this is how I start my blog. My very first proper blog. o3o'
Scary huh?
I think so too..
I'm not sure if I can do this properly but I hope so..
First post will be about..
I HATE BEING SICK
Being sick sucks.
Your mind wanders, you can't focus..
You feel weak and pitiful.
You easily get depressed.
